tagged by ~AnDrew19787

funny, i just said in my last entry i wouldn't do these again yet here i am, guess its different this time cuz i was tagged. whatever, i find this one interesting so lets start

OK... 10 things about myself, these type of things usually get me all emo and world-hater ranty and the-like, which i guess is sorta why i wanna do this; to challenge myself. you hear of athletes setting goals and challenges to improve there weak points, well, I'm a thinker and i have difficulty talking about myself without overdoing the...gravity? of what I'm saying? i guess that's a good word for it. so yea ^^, here we go, ill try not to bleed on you TOO much


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1. I am an atheist/agnostic, though iv only declared myself as such recently but iv been sceptical of religious ideas my whole life. i truly started to question and research religion...this year actually ^^ and stated myself as an atheist. also if you feel the need to try to connives me of a god, or tell me how "blind" i am, feel free, no, i emplor you, I'd love to hear what you have to say on the matter ^^...just- be ready for what -i- have to say

2. I play a 'sport' called Dagorhir(info= [link]) though it looks kinda nerdy, its actually vary intense and give a way better workout than fu*king football. its sorta part sport, part RP in that you need to make a character from that time period( real medieval or fantasy) to fight as (mine, of course, is just a Tolkien version of Joru ). iv thought about making a sorta fanfiction of Lord of the Rings using the dagorhir characters of people i fight with as a fun little solo project to do while I'm in high school. doubt it will happen though, I'm just toying with thoughts is all

3. I have this little problem that where, on occasion i feel greatly superior to my friends at pretty much everything: intelligents, sword skill, looks, etc. depends on why I'm thinking like that at the time. i notice this little problem is spreading here to DA, not that i think I'm some amazing artist, its just that I'm much younger than most the people i watch(18+) who are doing things I'm capable of doing and I'm only 15... doesn't matter, at least I'm smart enough to know its just my imagination so i know not to actually express those thoughts

4. I keep saying I'm going to make a Facebook page when ever the subject comes up with my friends, along with people asking if i have one, and i still haven't made one yet... don't know why i haven't made one though. proply has something to do with that every time I'm browsing facebook at my friend Ian's house it seems like the most shallow way to get to know people, to be honest.

5. This summer ill be moving to a new town 2 hours away from where i live now, and frankly i cant wait to get out of this shithole. according to the...30+ some-odd people of asked about this town have said its just this quaint little collage town, its vary cultural, vary open, people from all walks of life. always something going on: life music, art galleries, they say someone like me wound like it alot there, so I'm looking forward to it...anywhere is better than here. haven't told my friends yet(well i have one, my best friend nick) and i honestly don't think ill tell them( or the most of them). there was a time once i thought we were moving, told my friends and none of them gave a shit. all my friend Ian could say was " well, guess i wont have anything to do anymore on Monday after school, lololol"...asshole, there's only two people i feel are worth bothering to tell, one i have already told and the others going to read this at some point anyway... so I'm just going to leave. without a trace. they don't care about me, and i was a dumbass for caring about them. i need a fresh start...

6. I'm left-handed. which i guess is another reason for [see #3]

7. I typically draw in a Anime style, but i don't even like anime all that much, there are some that are OK. but frankly there's more that make me wanna turn off the TV than turn it on. no idea way i started to draw anime either. I'm a teenager. I'm an artist. i must be an anime artist. i didn't even know anyone who was an artist at the time, much less anyone who drew anime, yet that's what i drew inadvertently. i guess anime just greatly appeals to me, despite not liking alot of the stories that go with the art style...=\

8. I haven't even been drawing for a whole year yet(that includes my time making traditional and digital art combined), but iv been brainstorming Stigma(same story iv been talking about forever, just a new name) sense i was around 12, but at the same time it was only after i starting drawing the characters of the story did i look at it with any seriousness, so i just tell people i started making it at 14

running out of things to say...

9. my dream collage is the Art Institute of Indianapolis( i live in Indiana A.K.A the south... ^^) iv already looked though there web site and found out what program I'm aiming for, which is a bachelors degree(2 years?...i think?) in 'Media Arts & Animation'
. ill be living with my step mom while I'm up there, at least for the first year, another plus is ill be living close by to my sister, who i am vary close to, she's in college now learning to become a social worker. ^^

10. I LOVE music, especially the singing-well, not so much the 'singing' but the lyrics, the massage of a song are what most appeal to me, which is why my favorite genre is punk.( though i do still love music with no lyrics at all) because of this i get extremely annoyed when i find people who listen to a song simply cuz it sounds cool. there was this one time i found my friend Ian, who was a christian at the time( hes an Agnostic now) listening to a song about worshiping satan and he was to stupid to know. i also hate it when people take what bands( most of which the band members have never even experienced) say in songs to literally, I'm not joking when i say this, but i a friend who well become cilentily depressed if he listens too to much disturbed, i have another friend who whats to try smoking pot and drinking because she listens too to much pink floyd. these people don't even have any real problems! I'm just gland that Three days grace's latest, break, is actually a motivational song(it is to me at least, but maybe its because I'm moving away from all these fools) otherwise the suicide count at my school wound go up by 3-5... pathetic
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well, that was pretty fun, took forever to do, been working on this for over a day. had to save it do a document cuz i had to go to bed. if only i had the motivation to work on art for that long . well, can't really say when the next 'thing' ill be going cuz i don't know, i mean, i know what I'm going to do, i just don't know when ill have time to. writing/thinking about this the past few days, plus my brothers been over, helping with the cleaning up of the house getting it ready for the market

that's all for now, see ya later
~Joru